[ maybe tony can help him, too? although he rather go to either of them with something more to show for it than questions, but — things feel less impossible, less theoretical now.
the last weeks have held many moments - small and large both - that had assured some proverbial connection between them. and peter worries — about the distance between cadens and solvunn, about not being able to help if she needs it; about her disquieting worries of him hating her, from way back when. most of all, and perhaps the hardest to put into words and thoughts and so he hasn't — is what if he loses her too? or what if she goes back home and forgets him?
that isn't a burden to put on anyone else other than himself, but the fear sticks like a tack. something about her rings of familial reminders. that's a little unfair of him too, isn't it?
for now though, he already starts thinking of what he could pass along from here. maybe he can go out tomorrow and grab some stuff? ]
maybe. it just feels kind of... hinky?
it's crazy how different the summoned are looked at between the factions. i didn't realize they thought you're like old gods. not that that's hard to believe! i just didn't think about it that way i guess? it feels like a lot of pressure to put on anyone. or — i don't know, what if someone tries to become a...new god?
[ thanos comes to mind as example of what zealous ideals and misplaced power gets you, after all. it sets his senses on edge.]
[please, she is not caught up in new american/english lingo!]
It would be really worrisome if someone tried. Though your worries are right to exist, even if you are, literally, "thinking out loud". In many ways, refusing their shows of adoration and actions to curry our 'blessings' seems foolish otherwise. To anger religious fanatics could be rather... troublesome.
Everyone so far seems down to earth enough to understand that we aren't these old gods. I'll keep an eye out for any egomaniacs in the meantime.
[ a fair question, wnada, considering this wasn't enough certified Cool Slang. ] yeah... yeah, so long as everyone keeps being fairly reasonable.
i wish there was a way to get over to other factions more easily?[ not that she'd need his help, but it would be nice to know he could get over wherever he was needed!! ]
cadens kind of has this slightly suspicious but generally tolerant vibe? i know we're fairly closely watched by authorities here but like, no one outwardly says we can't do stuff. i do think they'll get tense fast over things and they've been having us report the outcomes of all those weird events that happened recently. like the memories coming out? they don't force you to tell them, but i think they have to keep track of who helps them and who doesnt.
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the last weeks have held many moments - small and large both - that had assured some proverbial connection between them. and peter worries — about the distance between cadens and solvunn, about not being able to help if she needs it; about her disquieting worries of him hating her, from way back when. most of all, and perhaps the hardest to put into words and thoughts and so he hasn't — is what if he loses her too? or what if she goes back home and forgets him?
that isn't a burden to put on anyone else other than himself, but the fear sticks like a tack. something about her rings of familial reminders. that's a little unfair of him too, isn't it?
for now though, he already starts thinking of what he could pass along from here. maybe he can go out tomorrow and grab some stuff? ] [ thanos comes to mind as example of what zealous ideals and misplaced power gets you, after all. it sets his senses on edge.]
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[please, she is not caught up in new american/english lingo!]
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yeah, so long as everyone keeps being fairly reasonable.
i wish there was a way to get over to other factions more easily?[ not that she'd need his help, but it would be nice to know he could get over wherever he was needed!! ]
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[please don't become an enemy of the state]